Consumed

I been doing a lot of thinking about you and me.

About life and death.

Every day.

I’m consumed with thoughts of death.

I’m anxious for my daughter and her unborn baby.

I’m nervous about the pandemic sweeping the world taking people out this world at an alarming rate!

I’m worried that I will die alone without an adoring man who wants nothing more than to comfort me as I cross over into the world beyond this wicked place.

I’m concerned that my 83 dementia ridden mom is confused and in a facility away from everything she knows.

All these things are out of my control and I am discouraged to make plans for the future.

I am so engrossed in you while I am free, and you are not, I am more than able to go out and find another.

I have this thing in my chest sometimes and I can feel flutter like sensations and it takes my breath away for a couple of seconds.

Cardiac arrhythmia occurs when electrical impulses in the heart don’t work properly.
I’m worried that I will suffer a heart attack

Again, nothing I can do to stop what is going to happen but I work everyday at being a blessing to those around me.

I work at loving the people around me so that I can feel loved.

I am fascinated with you and I don’t know what to do with it but include you in my life.

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