October 11, 2019
It’s actually the 12th now and it’s about 3:47 pm. I started to write yesterday and then I just didn’t. I feel like I’m losing myself in Instagram right now. My whole reason behind Saltofthaearth was to make money. I knew that I could do it. All I have to do is be myself and people will fall in love 😍 It’s especially beautiful when I share my writing and others dig it! That’s the cake!! You know? I give you a pass to a piece of my soul. In return I get likes and compliments. More followers more attention some notoriety and ultimately income.
The blog is where I started my healing process. I named it Reinvention of Self ,because I planned to fight through the pain with my words. Just like the labor and delivery of my children the pleasure I derived from the beginning of my marriage would cause my spirit the hardest pains I have ever endured. I started with just talking as if to one who would be interested to hear what happened to me. As I wrote the posts I realized that I had a lot to say.
I met someone online. He is like me in many ways. Very intelligent and very beautiful. I don’t say handsome because I don’t think it expresses what I see. I behold a true beauty. A flawless complexion and a face chiseled to the golden ratio. I became enamored. He was born in 1995 the same year as my son. It was 90 days to the day. I have most of it still in my devices . The experience changed or rather awakened something within that was forced into hibernation. I’ve always been creative when I’m happy I produce. I’m a believer now. The youngsta did something to me that is the woman you’re getting to know. The blog started with my divorce, shrinking myself by creating Saltofthaearth a Dr FeelGood
You didn’t have to wait to see my walk
to know that intimate thing about me.
I offered it in written word.
Clothed with humility still offered in vain.
Not a futile type but the sort of conceit,
cause I been told too many times that I am
🎵🎶 Your my baby
My lover, my lady
All night you make me
Want you it drives me crazy
I feel like you
Were made just for me babe
Tell me if you
Feel the same way
Cause it just feels so right
I don’t wanna waste no time
If I had to choose I know
I’m going always choose to be with you
Cause girl don’t you know
Girl don’t You know your so beautiful
I wanna give all my love to you girl
Not just tonight but the rest of your life
I wanna be always here by your side🎵🎶