Love Letter

I had planned on sending you a birthday card for your birthday but I wrestled with the idea cause I am supposed to be going on with my life. So I didn’t send it but I did say “Happy birthday” out loud and I hoped for you a great day. It was on a Sunday so I hoped that you got to see the loved ones who really mattered to you. I am grateful to have gotten to know you the little that I did . You made quite an impression on me and that’s a real feat! I’m a veteran to this love game and a champion at best because I can reach deep without submerging myself. This time around it was as if the deepest went against the law of gravity and crept up my sleeve 😱 It’s ok though! Knowing it will hurt like it does right now and given the chance to go back to the day that we met and do it all over again I wouldn’t hesitate not one second. The warmth wrapped around my heart for you is worth every drop of salt water I taste in the quiet moments I spend thinking of you. I am excited for your bright future and hope nothing but the best for you! I want you to know that my feelings were and still are genuine. Thank you for helping me realize I still have a little fire inside me!

4 comments

  1. Thank you for your blog. I came across it last night through another blog (HG Tudor). I not only read your words but I can also feel them. I feel the array of emotions, sadness, confusion,happiness,gratefullness to name just a few!
    You are doing a fine job of facing yourself and all the adversity that life can bring. That takes an immense inner strength. I am a similar age to you (45) and I may be on the other side of the world to you but I want to let you know that from this little corner of the UK, I am rooting for you to make it to a place of peace..in all aspects of your life.
    You are a soldier of love and I stand alongside you. I believe victory will someday come.

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    • WOW! Good morning friend 🤗 Thanks so much for your encouragement! It means the world to me! I am pushing through and trying not to give up! It’s comments like your that fan the flames of my spirit and keep me burning! Thank you 🙏 Hang in there!

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