I’m always analyzing the things between us. You know how I can be. Most times I’m convinced that you have most definitely have found your way beyond what we were. Every now and again you do things that could be (just what anyone else would do) like 10:45 Saturday night call to check on me. Jasmine Teressa James did the same but because of who you are and what you represent to me I create in my imagination an entirely different scenario. I think about how you say that you don’t have time. I shouldn’t take the time to create different scenarios and look at your gesture with the same connotation as the others. I intend to do just that. 
The thing that makes you stand apart from the rest is not about you at all. It’s all about me and how I entertain the idea and history of us. I see that now. 
What I love the most about you is how you’re able to convince me that I am special to you. There is absolutely no one who can hold a candle to the way that I make you feel. You can cry out to God about it and all I can do is marvel at the fact that you have no shame in it!!😱 I think that is pretty fuccin dope. I’m digging you in a whole new way for that!! Lol. FYI hearing the vibrations of your voice box do something for you. Thanks 🙏 💜💯